Full Moon in Scorpio Rising Sign Horoscopes
May 12th, Full Moon in Scorpio at 22 degrees. Change or die. There are consequences for not letting go. And why ask if you won't open your hand to receive?
You can masquerade as your own ghost as long as you'd like, but I do hope it loses its appeal. There is a grotesque quality to personal neglect - there are so many other, better, beautiful things for you to be. Familiarity is the only allure this iteration has left, but ill-preserved comfort is the antithesis of health. Do not make yourself sick in the same unwashed clothes for too long, rotting in bed on your phone, eating leftovers left out too long. This is where sloth turns to detritus in the unchanged.
But let's assume this is not you (god, I hope that's not you). You are curious, open, and willing to detach from your recently adopted single-use, single-purpose identities. The change has been slow, and gradual, but noticeable on large scales. There is no frantic rushing around to demonstrate or prove to anyone what is happening at a nearly imperceptible pace. You have paused at crossroads to take in your options, and made committed, fluid choices. There's been a heaviness with how you've moved through these past few weeks, where your momentum may have resisted you getting started at points but then made stopping an even more of a challenge (making properly calibrated intentions and subsequent trajectory even more important than normal).
Willing or not, you will be changed through this full moon. The consequences, positive, netural, or otherwise, will be up to you, your willingness to move with the tide, and the tightness with which you cling to your sense of self. Proactive effort and preparation will be rewarded, so go ahead and take up those offers to change in advance. Take advantage of the watery nature this full moon holds, and proactively begin clearing space for its energy to flow. This full moon will be profound, but it does not have to be bewildering should you be a willing participant in its expression.
Read for your rising sign.
Aries Rising
The change that refused to choose you. You wanted to be taken by transformation, to be excused from the monotonous work of self-transformation. If it could have bloomed out of the walls, while you looked away and pretended not to notice, you would have preferred that. Comparing the outside world, to yourself, claiming you were the one who changed, when in reality, you're exactly the same as you were, now in a new city, a new state, a new job. That kind of change will not be accepted under these conditions. You are not the only one who must live through these changes and you have an obligation to oversee their developmen. It is not a passive process, it is an active one. It is work you will do in the form of routine and self-restraint, as you learn to appreciate boundaries and limitations for one of the first times in your conscious life.
Taurus Rising
It doesn't always have to be you. Many hands makes light work. It's not an issue of self-motivation or a lack of initiative - you are always moving at your own, perfect timing. You simply needed the co-conspirator, partner, aligned pal. The impression even the smallest of your steps makes is so profound that you don't need to move at the same frantic pace as other signs may be called to, because the impact is multiplied with you. You may not feel like you're making progress alone, so it's good to have an extra set of eyes to let you know how far you've come while the yoke keeps your head turned towards the ground, blocking your awareness of how much change you have initiated. Do not let your desire for a changed world shift into a shame for not keeping pace in this artificially accelerated environment, there is nothing wrong with your tendency toward careful, fully-committed movement.
Gemini Rising
Desire is a powerful thing, and detachment may make us unable to fully understand what we have, while we thoughtlessly keep grasping for more, and more, and more, unaware of the pile we've accumulated around us. Did you fly too close to the sun and end up on the wrong side of a bad deal? Or are you coming to an understanding that just because it's not adding to your specific tally doesn't mean it's not out there and available for the taking. Certain resources may never be "ours" in an ownership sense, but they are still just as able to be enjoyed as fully as any private good. Viewed through this lens, the world may begin to transform around you.
Cancer Rising
Fun doesn't originate out of ignorance. It comes from knowledge of one's safety under all conceivable circumstances. The external existence you've been provided, fails to protect you as readily as you'd prefer, and sometimes this awareness flares up, into intense discomfort. There is no earthly cure for this feeling. Protection and safety come from sources higher than our understanding. You will not ever feel able to trust in yourself, your body, your physical circumstances, by just examining this realm. You will not be able to relax into it and have the kind of lighthearted interactions you've desired until you feel safe, and that is going to require a relationship with a higher power (flavor of your choosing). Make room for what doesn't make complete sense, and let it simmer for a while. Truth will bubble up, and higher answers will become apparent.
Leo Rising
Security in your private realm is an option available to you, but not through direct home fortification. There's a pre-requisite of career or vocation that will develop into a more secure home. Because our private lives never really are private, are they? And we have to leave an impression on this world in one way or another. This change should come relatively naturally, as Leo's qualities can be exceptionally helpful in business. Shift your focus, and unintuitive as it may seem, the end result will come from this slightly-askew path.
Virgo Rising
Gifts were never meant to be enjoyed alone. The spotlight may feel uncomfortable, but it is the cost of admission into a more creative realm. As much fun as it may seem to paint landscapes in the privacy of your dining room, the creative expansion you want requires a level of public engagement. Go take a class, attend an event, show up for something new. No friends, no family, just you, and the outside world. You're not blocked, you're just a little too pristine, and you'll never stop playing it safe until you get out there.
Libra Rising
It's just not fair, is it? Your carefully measured sums, the products of what you have carefully weighed and live out every day on a personal level. Would this not be enough to make you into something more pleasing than you were? Apparently not, because as you were turning your gaze towards the everyday minutiae, tilling flowerbeds, planting gardens, bringing joy and light into your world through effort and persistence, the walls were evaporating and re-arranging themselves without your consent. The mind is tricky - as we settle into routine, we give it space to let it work in ways it'd previously been too exhausted to approach. We work to become balanced, but then, without the distraction of working towards a goal, merely trying to maintain it, the balance itself is then disrupted again. Equilibrium will never be a static state, and the subconscious forces at play will continue to shift and morph without our input. Beauty comes from fluid responses, not symmetrical cages.
Scorpio Rising
This Full Moon in your first house is a transformation the inside out, driving you towards are a more connected self. Partnerships and alliances form out of your internal-alignment with yourself becoming a resonant force that exceeds the boundaries of your individual self. Prepare to see yourself, and to be seen, more clearly than before. You're not denied collaborators, but you have to be with yourself first, and from there, connections may form. Find a talkative Capricorn for further "self-reliance into material reality" instructions, and a Libra for instructions on how to talk others nicely while you do it.
Sagittarius Rising
The underside of your financial world has been flipped up like the underside of a stone. Your wish to reach, blindfolded, into the void, to pull out what you need, from others, yourself, the universe, is becoming solidified in the real world. Don't examine these results too closely, they may not hold up to scrutiny in the light, but they'll spend all the same. Secrets can be converted into currency, and truths that exists outside the boundaries of the imaginations of others are some of the most versatile.
Capricorn Rising
You asked for transcendance, and instead you got community. Do you see how they are the same thing? You've had a heightened awareness of the limitations of yourself, your internal walls, and can see your shortcomings, but your idea of a solution may have been leading you down a dead end. Divine intervention is always thrilling, but don't deny your earthly nature - the most obvious solution to moving past individual limitation is collaboration with those closest. Don't overlooks the value in those around you. They may be no match for your steadfastness and grit, but that is a far cry from them being useless or not worth seeking. Independence is your vice. To improve beyond your current state without input of others would fail to be truly transformative. You have learnd what it's like to be self-reliant, it's time to develop those collaboration skills.
Aquarius Rising
Self-denial is not the same as selflessness and you are not promised anything in exchange for your retreat from the physical world around you. Rest will not keep you away from the cutting edge. The ambitions that arise from the most well-tended version of yourself will be more innovative than any kind of 3AM-no-sleep-insomnia-fueled-fever-dream where may be easily tricked into fulfilling another's desires. Stumbling forward with forced change is uncalled for. You may feel like you're fulfilling the assignment Scorpio brings, but you are only appeasing your over-stimulated nervous system with sparkling avoidance and control. You will have to choose to be underwhelmed intentionally to make room for this work to happen at its own pace. Guided meditations, nature walks, and above all else, solitude are needed.
Pisces Rising
Most people could not accurately describe how they come to understand one thing or another. Their internal processes, their subconscious, live far beneath the levels they are willing to engage with. So when you wished to be generally understood by the world around you, you may have mistakenly expected this to arise out of some kind of logical, explainable process, understandably taken in the collective delusion that we are rational creatures. But we are far from it, and the understanding you want others to have of you will come from tapping into their symbolic impulse, not their rational minds. Art, plays, puppet shows, music, dancing - these are how you get your story across. Are you prepared to perform? To put on the silly hat and use the silly voices to make your point get across? To pull yourself so far out of your subconscious as to externalize so close to the surface is a challenge, but that's the whole game, as far as influencing the perspectives and awarenesses of others is concerned. Getting playful with your authenticity will go further than a boardroom presentation.
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